Mom.... its complicated.

2021.09.28 05:36 anonymousbully665 Mom.... its complicated.

With the recent news of your medical issues it pains me to say this but I'm entirely unsure if I even care. I don't know if its because I'm numb or if I'm still mad.
Listen I know it was a tough decision to make. One child over the other and I was the one that was more able to care for themselves. I understand that because I'm a parent myself. But what I am mad about is how you acted after. I lived down the street from you after and you refused to see me most times. I was going through a lot and I needed to know you still loved me. You did help pay for my phone to stay active and I appreciated that. But I needed more than monetary support. I needed a hug and just some form of communication to know that everything would be fine. But it didn't come.
We never had a good relationship. I know I wasn't planned and I'm partially you stayed with my dad longer than you should have. We've never been that close. Close like you are with my older siblings. It's always felt like you only took care of me out of responsibility rather than actual want. Its always awkward and like I don't belong. Like I'm a friend of the family rather than family.
Thats just how I feel. And it bothers me that I don't know how to feel about the news.
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2021.09.28 05:36 themouselikespie eli5 Why didn’t the dwarves fight in the War of the Ring? Wouldn’t the outcome affect them too?

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2021.09.28 05:36 QJnWo4Life [Through the Clouds, NanChang Sunac Land] The tallest and the fastest coaster in China.

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2021.09.28 05:36 RosemaryKitty I always feel the need to justify my thoughts and actions and things I say. How can I stop this?

I’m 21f
This is something I noticed not too long ago, but I constantly feel the need to explain my intentions or actions or things I say, why I think something is funny, why something is wrong, why something is right.
I think this comes from not wanting to offend anyone, or someone thinking bad of me.
I worry I’m not good enough, so of course that will effect me.
And I have friends who are gay and a friend who’s big, and I feel like I can’t joke about those things even if it’s clearly not harmful. Like, they’ll make jokes about it, but I feel wrong if I do.
I just feel like I’m always wrong and I overthink too much.
Any advice?
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2021.09.28 05:36 SilentContribution7 Anyone have experience working for or applying to NYC parks jobs?

Would love to pick your brain!
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2021.09.28 05:36 lacedcr0wn Sailor moon cards to buy

Can anyone please recommend sites where I can buy Sailor Moon cards (official or bootleg) other than eBay and Facebook?
Thank you!
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2021.09.28 05:36 Webbenn After some inspiring words on my last post I decided to keep grinding. It paid off! I almost cracked after another arcane on 387.

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2021.09.28 05:36 prawnbiryani 💗☁🍦🌸🧁🤍🦩

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2021.09.28 05:36 tapit_86 Mac Jones Downtown!

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2021.09.28 05:36 BaggybroAj Bro he’s a genius

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2021.09.28 05:36 sociallyawkwardbmx Snowshoe Mountain Bike Park Slalom Trail.

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2021.09.28 05:36 Beginning_Life6004 What does her wearing a ring mean?

So my girlfriend the other day started wearing a ring on her right “ring finger” and said look it’s shaped like your initial. Then we were taking pictures and she was about to put one on her actual ring finger but then said wait never mind then people are gonna start asking questions. She has since worn the ring on her right hand. She mentioned something about her friend wanting a promise ring from her boyfriend so I think they both are into that stuff which I am really not but if she wants one I will give her one. What do you think this means?
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2021.09.28 05:36 scooptywoops Hearing feedback from piano recordings

For context Audeze EL-8 closed backs got them a few months ago as my first step into hifi. Listening to Deezer HiFi then through wavelet eq.
It's like I'm hearing the hammer hitting the string on the piano, or some other vibration in the recording room. I'm only noticing it on the lower notes. The highs sound great.
Any idea what this is and if it can be fixed or if I just need to go back to my crappy Sony's where I couldn't hear the unwanted noise.
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2021.09.28 05:36 WII_DJoker Gate Guardian Summoning Chant: Para and Dox Cover video
Did a video of me reciting Para and Dox's lines from when they summoned Gate Guardian in the anime. would love to hear any feedback, especially since I made sure to do a different voice for Para and Dox and even managed to sync them up pretty well.
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2021.09.28 05:36 Clandis1971 Saw this on facebook. One of the homeless guys in town.. 10 for creativity.

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2021.09.28 05:36 BuddyBonButt Duke in a motorcycle helmet.

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2021.09.28 05:36 Chris_06558 Just finished building my first acrylic enclosure for my devils flower mantis! Frustrating learning process but worth it👍

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2021.09.28 05:36 37IN Unplayable you say? I've already logged 9.3 hours

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2021.09.28 05:36 Meat2theleft Did my first fancy shot. Not sure if this will upload correctly. 😬😬

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2021.09.28 05:36 debbie_1420 My baby bolt ⚡️

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2021.09.28 05:36 LordFlipyap How is that a more suitable location than the AIRPORT for aircraft?
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2021.09.28 05:36 AceLuan54 LPT: If you want to practice the Golden Rule more, think of as that you are the other person, and you did what you plan to do. Then think about what would the other person feel, and then ask yourself, Would I do it? This applies to all, from toddlers to elderly.

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2021.09.28 05:36 GamerPony116 Looking for more DMs (Dungeon masters) and Players for our DnD server

Hey guys as you can see the server is still runing as best as it can but it can be better! We need Dms and players to keep growing and adding more lore to the stories we make! We meet usually on the weekends but we also meet on week days. This is mostly for everyone to just enjoy the Tails of Fallout Equestria SO if you are a fan of Fallout Equestria and Dnd then come on down to our discord server. All you have to do is say you wish to join or pm me. So what are you waiting for come on and join the wastelands
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2021.09.28 05:36 Voldy_Without_Nose 27 Male, 68kg, 5'9", Indian, non covid, anxiety or lung damage?

Hello all,
I am 27 male, non covid related. I don't smoke regularly, only occasionally. Day before yesterday I went out of with friends and had a lot of alcohol, and around 12 ciggeretes. I am feeling a little out of breath since.. BP is normal, SPO2 level is normal, no fever, no pain in chest.
I am feeling very anxious, that I damaged my lungs, doing that... Please help me clear my doubt, and what should I do to feel better
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2021.09.28 05:36 lalalalalalaitsame opened up about trauma and got silence in return.

last night I (f25) was watching a show with my boyfriend (m26) of about a year. There was a violent rape scene and while I knew that the show had these scenes was taken aback by the brutality. I am very open about being a survivor of sexual violence, and generally do not react when watching shows/movies that feature violence.
Well last night was different and I fully lost it. Started crying very hard and just was feeling a roller coaster of emotion. My boyfriend kind of patted me on the back and I eventually calmed down. I was feeling extremely vulnerable after this and kind of tried to talk about it. He didn’t seem engaged and just looked deeply uncomfortable. After a bit, I tried to tell him how scary that was for me to do in front of someone and that I wish he could try and communicate at that moment. He replied “well I don’t really know what to say so..” the night kind of ended after that, he kissed me goodnight and went to sleep. I know he heard me crying after but I think just tried to ignore it.
I really love him but I feel so hurt in this moment. I feel like for the first time I showed who I was at my core and it just wasn’t really shown any support. I try my hardest to be supportive, and a great girlfriend in literally any way I can. I don’t know where to go from here. I don’t see him really being open to talk about it with me, which is just more deeply indicative of our communicate issues. I love him but I don’t know if I’m over reacting. I don’t know where to post this. I just feel alone.
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